Day 12

Today’s act of spontaneity was almostdrumroll, pleasedeleting this blog.

The sun retreated, and the minutes ticked by, and I had no ideas for today’s post. Then, I began to question why I even started this in the first place, so deleting seemed like the obvious answer.

I could just delete any evidence of this and then pretend I hadn’t quit anything, right?

Maybe, but here’s the thing: I’ve always had a thing about quitting. I never know when to admit defeat, and I wasn’t ready to give up on The Spontaneity Project yetnot because I think that eating a papaya is groundbreaking but rather because I need the excuse to go off autopilot at least once a day. I’m not giving up on the potential for personal growth.

I knew I needed some inspiration. For me, inspiration usually comes through either nature or words. By the time I wrote this, it was dark outside, so the very real javelina threat ruled out nature and left only one option: words.

I decided, for today’s actual act of spontaneity, I would hunt for three inspirational/interesting lines in books in my house…

  1. “Everyone joins a band in this life. And what you play always affects someone.” Mitch Albom, The Magic Strings of Frankie Presto, page 489
  2. “These were the stories she had told her friends, though she framed them as entertainments and withheld the starved feelings they gave her.” Kathleen Alcott, Infinite Home, page 34
  3. “How we spend our days is, of course, how we spend our lives.” Annie Dillard, The Writing Life, page 32

This activity took way longer than I expected, and I made a mess of my house digging through all of my books, but it was worth it.

What’s The Spontaneity Project? Check out my “About” page for more details.

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